January 2009
let's just get this straight.
i call you, to insure our friendship.
but as it seems, i’m the only one trying to make this somewhat better.
i talk, you’re rude.
you really kind of turned into an ass.
ha, i love vernon
m1dnightreverie: oh kirstie~
ohKIRSTIEgo: yes love?
m1dnightreverie: look what they're doin' to me~
m1dnightreverie: tryina keep me up, tryina wear me down~
m1dnightreverie: kirstie i swear it's so hard to bear but i'd never make it through without you around~
m1dnightreverie: :]
ohKIRSTIEgo: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww =]
ohKIRSTIEgo: i feel special!
m1dnightreverie: you should.
m1dnightreverie: it's a special song
m1dnightreverie: i wrote.
m1dnightreverie: for you.
m1dnightreverie: but not really
ohKIRSTIEgo: awwwwwwwwwww
m1dnightreverie: because fountains of wayne wrote it first, but i just changed the name
m1dnightreverie: but it still counts
m1dnightreverie: haha
ohKIRSTIEgo: haha
ohKIRSTIEgo: that's going on my blog
“my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away.”
– Colbie Caillat and Jason Reeves, “Droplets”
hate that i love you.
forgot how much i liked this song.
it's funny how you can miss someone so bad...
and it’s only been less than a day since you last saw said person. the feeling of missing someone eats you inside out. and it hurts.
why do we miss people so bad?
i think it’s because the essence of that person. just being in the vicinity of him makes me so much happier. i don’t know if i’m in love with this boy.
but i’m sure in crazy like with him.
Q: What is christianity?
kaitlinvalerieryan:
dogganghappened:
you cannot answer this question without fault. for me it’s a belief in a higher power regardless of what name you give it. a belief that i am here on this earth for a reason, that i am more than the things i buy and how much i earn. a belief that you and i and everyone else on this earth means something to someone else. that we are all spirit within a body,...
things imma have to do when i start driving.
1. swoop shay. go to wal-mart. pick up a big ass thing of cookie dough. drive over to indy’s casa. let ourselves in. kick off our shoes and sit on his bed while he’s still sleeping and eat the cookie dough =]
2. meet up with now-driving-too janet. completely HABiTed out. step outta our vehicles at the same time in a crowded motherfuckin’ place. just to stunt. cuz we’re...
“and i never want to get tired of you.”
– <3
“My heart aint your dick, so stop playing with it.”
– HAHAHHA.
“for a second i wish the tide, would swallow every inch of this city”
– story of the year, “Anthem of Our Dying Day”
Mommy and me.
i love my mom. i do. but lately, our relationship has been much less than perfect.
it seems like everything i do is just wrong. i really don’t know why, and i wish it wasn’t like that. everyday i wake up and ask God to make it okay between her and me. i feel like she doesn’t trust me, i feel like i’ve hurt her. not physically, but emotionally. i want everyone to know...
“wow, really. OMG, really?!”
– me.
My last time in comp lit.
joy oh joy oh joy! =D
i’m effin’ excited to get out of this class. i hate hate hate hate hated it. so less blogging for me, cuz now i have to do it when i get home and yeknow, not during class. LMAO. but whatever.
going to watch a movie with my sisters today =DD
today is good.
hrmmm.
random thoughts about the day.
it was pretty alright[; still haven’t talked to HER yet. i’m super tired, like usual. major studying for finals -_- i just realized i sing almost all the time too.
someone hit me up after e’cole?!
so this one boy...
got me trippin’ forreal. -_- i’m here sitting in my computer literacy class waiting down the minutes ‘til i can cross through the sea of my tired peers and see him float through the waves to me.
whoa, i totally just sounded like vernon.
haha i’ll blog again in a couple minutes. i need a topic though.
this day just keeps getting better and better.
spent a while with HIM<3 =]
AND
long distance best friend is coming back in like, a month! =DDDDD
Thank you God, i really needed today[;
Things I hate:
kaitlinvalerieryan:
When I set my favorite song as my alarm on my cellphone then suddenly it’s not my favorite song anymore.
ninja glare.
HA. love alex<3
in comp lit.
for one of the last freakin times.
i’m almost out of this darn class. it’s so boring you don’t even know. -_-
“Gravity cannot be held responsible for people falling in love.”
– Albert Einstein (via xuantat)
“He said, “I love you.” I sneezed and said, “Sorry, i’m allergic to bullshit.”
– Some kid. (via xuantat)
porn.
itsShaylaaa: i think i have to bring a book.
ohKIRSTIEgo: i'm sorry =[
itsShaylaaa: s'all gooddd
ohKIRSTIEgo: bring twilight
ohKIRSTIEgo: LMAO
itsShaylaaa: nah, captain underpants.
ohKIRSTIEgo: LOL
ohKIRSTIEgo: orrrr
ohKIRSTIEgo: dr. suess books =]
itsShaylaaa: fsho fsho!
itsShaylaaa: OR PORN!!!
itsShaylaaa: haahahaaa
ohKIRSTIEgo: LOL
i'm better.
like… really. my life felt like it was going down in the dumps the last 3 weeks. but naw, this one changed. i feel better. i’m thinking better thoughts. i caused some damage to other people, other than myself. and yeknow…
i’m going to fix it ;D
“tell your girl to stop doggin, she makin’ herself look like a bitch.”
“She falls for the players, but she plays the same game.”
– Story of our life. (via xuantat)
in comp lit again.
it’s super boring and i just realized that i miss shaylalala lotsa paypa<33 =[
bitch, we better hang out this weekend.
Kirstie in Geometry
Kirstie: Ugh. I have to seduce another boy.
Jordan: Haha
Kirstie: I miss Nick.
Jordan: I'm really sorry that you miss Nick, but "seduce" another boy and you'll forget all about him. On the bright side, I'm happy ! :-) I found a very old friend last nigt on facebook. It was great!
Kirstie: I just need to flirt with someone to make me feel better. And I didn't know you had a facebook =P
Jordan: Flirt with ________... lol jk And YES i have a facebook... I love facebook!!! I like tumblr 2. Thanks! but ya.... I'm supposed to see her tomorrow but i ttly 4got about musical auditions!
Kirstie: haha, I don't to lead ________ on 'cuz i dont think i would date him. :( about not seeing her I
Jordan: ________'s fault! and im sad 'cause i want to se her... Damn! But I wana do the musicall.... grrrr. I like blogging but I could bever fin a good site I like. then i saw ur tumblr, signed up & felll in lub E>
Kirstie: haha I feel you
Jordan: WTF
Kirstie: nvm
Jordan: We are AWESOME
Kirstie: Fesho
olivia.
it’s k-i-r-s-t-i-e.
=]
school.
actually made me feel better. kuya neil’s right, it’s a new day.
and i’m going to seize it.
“Don’t chase ‘em, Replace ‘em.”
– (via jessicagail)
you want to be friends still.
i get that. you get that. we get that.
i want to be friends with you, no doubt. but i’m not sure i’m ready to just yet. i’m still hurt you know? i was sort of doing okay, my face apparently was still readable to my sister. but i was doing okay. sort of forgetting the pain i had experienced two nights before. then he called and all of a sudden the punch in my stomach had...
“I don’t want to dream about all the things that never were. And maybe i...”
– Britney Spears, “Out From Under”